do you ever get in one of those moods where you’re like feeling okay but you’re really sad at the same time and you just want to talk to someone and make them hug you but you feel annoying so you kind of just sit there being really sad
I caught myself doing this the other day and it relates more to social anxiety than depression. If I make eye contact, then I have to engage in greetings and conversation, and I don’t know what to say half the time so it just becomes awkward. I often take back streets to get to a place just to avoid people. It’s not that I dislike the people, it’s the fear of doing something that will make me look worse in their eyes.